| | It was here last week, but now the rain is back and I hate it. I miss summer. I miss the cruise. I miss Christina and Lindsay. I miss my vacation. I miss Larry. I miss my friends.
Sigh. Yes, I do miss a lot at the moment.
Anyways...I'm so torn about something. So, I was browsing the Harbour Dance studio's website earlier, and I saw there's another audition for Carnival Cruise Lines this August...I want to go sooo badly... but firstly, if I even made it in, my parents would never let me put off school even for only a year to go do that. Secondly, I do really want to do it, but to leave for months like that? If it were a 4 or 5 month contract maybe, but I doubt it'd work out like that. But honestly, that's what I want to do so badly...and it's driving me crazy. I want to go to the audition to see what it's like, but what if, just what if I actually made it...then what? Damn everything being so complicated.
On another note, work has been a pain. I like my job except for my manager & assistant manager. Honestly, they drive me crazy. I can't stand it. That, and I need more hours, but apparently more will come with the summer so we'll see. Depending how things go, I might just be looking for a new job in July. I'll wait it out until around then...
Back to how I started this post. I miss the sun. I really do. Technically it's my summer since I'm not in school, but with this crappy weather and all, it's just not the same. I honestly cannot wait for beach weather again and everything. But for now, the next big exciting thing is Whistler. I'm going with Larry for 2 days and 1 night at the end of June...I am soo excited. I hope it all works out though. Oh, and getting my hair done on June 1st. Finally. It's been way too long. But in the near future, hmm...tomorrow I'm going to Shawn's place to help set up his website, then hopefully hanging out with Larry. Tuesday I'm going to the mall with my mom. Hopefully she'll be in a good mood so she'll buy me stuff, haha...Wednesday is a packed day. I'm going to SFU to do a photoshoot for some promotional stuff there, then I have to rush to work, then after work, rush to my dance competitions ... and for one of them, I'm not all that confident to be honest so yeah...there's a few lifts in our ballet dance and I'm one of the people being lifted, and lately my lifters have been sucking...so hopefully all goes well at competition. This is actually a pretty good/busy week I suppose. Thursday night I'm going to Larry's and seeing Pirates of the Caribbean 3 (Yay!) and then Friday night is Amanda's graduation party. Should be fun.
Anyways, there's my update for now. Wow, I'm back on cB and Xanga lately crazy. To close off, here's a pic of me and Larry from the John Mayer concert at the beginning of May. Bye now.
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